amusement plus disappointment

it seems amusing yet disappointing( as the title goes ) that even when you've told someone whom you never thought u would about how you really feel, nothing changes

you're just back to the beginning. perhaps i shouldn't even bother and just leave things the way they are.

afterall, thats life huh?

sometimes, ive never felt more alone than ever, as though.. sigh.

doesnt matter.

this holiday, ive barely met up with any friends.

technically, not many at all, not many at all.