I got this icebox where my heart used to be

Saturday, July 29, 2006

but it's better if you do.

i don't know, somedays im nice, others i feel i myself am unbearable. and i don't know why. i think i am just being crazy. grrr. and i feel so freaking bad, but i don't know why! its just.. like that.

yesterday i think i did nothing productive. well, actually i am absolutely sure. i only watched tv and ate and slept. i am SUPER BEHIND my schedule? i think i am 2 weeks backdated. HAHA. how behind am i? sigh. so much for taking 4 subjects again. i didnt go to school on thursday because i woke up late. first time i couldnt get up for school. for the first time, my mum was okay with me not going to school because i was so tired. on wed night i was even too tired to eat. like since when man!? haha. anw, stayed at home and realised that i did nothing. i think i do more work when i am in school than when i am at home. sigh.

so now, today is saturday, and ive decided to start studying like duh. and i am starting wtih transition elements. there is like stupid 3 tests within a span of 2 days? and they are all on chemistry. how crazy is that. as if i didnt have 3 other subjects to study. and national day is coming soon! that if when i am supposedm to study everything finish and start doing prelim papers. and does it look like i am anywhere close to finishing? not really.

oh wells. been looking online at clothes and just wished i could go over and go shopping w dana and all! mum and bro going over during sept holidays, aunt and twins coming over in oct, and i am going over in dec! which remindsme about my 4000 dollars dream, which isn't exactly coming together, considering ive only got 100 to my name as for now. oh well, let's all just hope for the best.

now back to studying. sigh.

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