forgotten

damn tired n i dont even knw why. haha. i swear i slept quite alot la, got pangseh-ed by mui! no la cos we are all fickle pple but tmr confirm no pangseh ah! anw, created my own plans in the meantime. made me a happy woman with food and underworld 2. i fucking need t job. am gg for a job interview tmr, 2000 job. hahaha. whether i can get it is another thing man.

anw, i thought today was gg t be another emo day after ystd night. bt surprisingly, it wasn't. i think i kinda knew words were gg t be words yet again, that nth was gg t come out of it. bt you knw, you just can't help wanting something more. bt it doesn't seem t work that way for me, it never has. i still have all these feelings kept inside of me, and when it accumulates, sometimes u just wanna let it all out, bt it ends up right back in yr face. so just fuck it, fuck all these feelings. its just making me feel worst in the very end.

i wish my hair wld grow faster