I got this icebox where my heart used to be

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

axis and female hamie.

does anyone even read this! then leave a comment pls. sigh.

today dont have to go work. mrs tan called to say that i didnt need to, didnt bother asking why, its just one more off day for me! but gotta go down tmr though. the manager of the section where im working at said i was too quiet. was little annoyed when mrs tan told me that. i mean, i cant keep pushing myself to the customers right! cause if i was one, i would freak out and run off. sheesh. ah well, heck la. i like it when you meet nice people who talk to you and like ask for opinions and stuffs. there was this indian couple who were touching everything, and ended up buying nothing. when i say everything, i mean literally everything. sheesh. ah well, part and parcel i suppose. because of work (i actually work like five to six days a week from 12 to 9), i actually miss training. dont really have a choice man.

But, i am going for training on thursday, its in the morning, so hopefully can get out and running to work in the nick of time. sigh. its so stressful, and trainings been horrible. its like, i dont know, its so different from sac. when like every training, you are SURE to have 10 people. but now, is like, one training there is like 7 or 8 usually? you cant even play a full court game. And i always feel like at training, we are looking for quantity, instead of quality. i think every one of us in the team isnt really fully committed in a way? like i mean, we do love the game, but how much do you love it, enough to try to be a better player yourself? seems like sometimes, everyone knows our own weaknesses, but whats the whole point when every team talk, your weaknesses are still teh same and nothing changes? hmms. i dont know, thats just my thoughts sometimes. sometimes, trainings can be fruitful, but then again, with so little people, whats the point?

It was like the friendly with sac, rather disappointing that only 10 people came down. by the time we went on court to play, its like 3 people cant play at all. im not blaming anyone, but it just feels tiring, like we have only a seven on court, and thats it. stamina wise, i definitely agree i suck. hah. running for a long time has never been my forte. enough of that. too cold to think about it.

with weiwen going to camp, his female hamster is at my place. axis (in case you didnt know, my fat dog) is super intrigued by the hamster. he keeps looking at it, im so worried he might eat her, but i trust that fatty, i just hope that trust is enough!

mal tanya denise all finish Os today. that reminds me, havent been gg for club training. sigh. i feel so lazy! but all i do is work, and my feet hurt like hell. once i get to go to melbourne, and i can then see DANA! woo. shopping and all. a good 7 days. sighs. i prob only get to see her next year when i make the trip down to perth alone! no mummy. ah well. too tired already. off to do smth more productive.

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