Blind.

i dont know what im feeling now. how could something that feels so right, end up feeling so wrong? its just so complicated. whenever i think about it, i just lose it, i dont feel like doing anything, i feel so trapped and lost. is it really the best? is it really all worth it?

what if you really wanted something so much, that you were willing to keep it there all the way, until you realised, perhaps that isnt the best way? what do you do then? do you just walk away? is it that easy? ive been thinking about it more frequently. i don't even want to walk away. sighs. but there are so many things to consider.

everythings changing, everyone's changed. who is to know?