REDPACKETS

First day of chinese new year is over already! Started at 9 in the morning, going to church, before heading to aunt cecelia's house. Then two more houses and home. This year is literally a more quiet chinese new year, probably because all the old folks have passed on. Mum keeps mentioning that i should give her commission because its cause of her that we get red packets. Oh wells. Am intending to go out and catch a movie soon. Protege or Norbit?

He msged me agn today. Just to wish me CNY. And its so weird, i felt.. mixed up. The question come across my mind. Can we really just be friends? Just friends, thats all? Oh man. you ever heard of soft spots and all those bullshits? I am seriously experiencing that. But i don't know. Everytime he msges me and when i ask him how he is, he says hes alright, or feeling sad. When i probe, try to care, he moves away. Its annoying sometimes, because if you don't want me to probe, then don't say anything of that sort! Obviously out of genuine concern i would ask you whether you are alright. MAN.

So tmr is day 2, relatives coming over. A whole day of ingratiating looks and smiling non-stop. My relatives think i am tall. like WHAT? hahaha. seriously they ain't seen tall man. So shall update later. Off to movie time!