Like a rose.

Things have ended. yes it is the end. it wasn't what i wanted, but perhaps what i needed. i realised that ive wasted this whole 1 week holidays. i didn't even study at all. All i did was brood over senseless things that weren't even my priority. I've wasted so much time, time that was important, that could be used for better reasons. Perhaps that is why it happened? Can't say my feelings have changed, but perhaps my mind has. Different views and mindsets already.

School's being annoying. dont know, some days i love school, for the people and all, other days i hate it. argh. a levels this year. now.. i was thinking of whether to drop a subject, but then again, which one to drop? hmms. ive thought about it so many times and i still don't know what to drop.

Maths - I've not started on anything at all.
Econs - Going to finish theory of income blah blah. thats all ive done.
Physics - Oscillations? thats all
Chem - Caboxylic acids and Nitrogen cpds.

Tell me im dead.