With you gone.

I feel happy. dont know. things have turned for the better since those days. it really felt rather crappy, but now, things are definitely changing for the better. =). i love all the people in my class! those that really make my day. sometimes i do think abt you, of course i do, who am i kidding? but well, i know this choice is for the best. and i have to thank you. I do still care abt you, i still have a soft spot for you, and i do want to be a friend for you. i know things must not be easy for you, studies and all, but im sure you will pull through! i believe in you.

theres so many things that i wanna say to you, but i dont know how. i just hope you know what i roughly feel. and i hope you're doing fine, nad stay strong and work hard. =).

im feeling a bit.. wrong abt some things. i dont know whether i do or not. if i do, so what? what can i do about it, its probably just only me. urgh. i dont like this feeling, of not knowing anything. but i feel happy.. sighs. crapp..

but if i do. wouldn't that make what you said true?